blessings.

I left my church Bible study about an hour ago feeling refreshed, re-energized, thankful and a little emotional. Just one of those days that I was reminded of my blessings. Rarely do I need reminding. It's constant for me to thank God for my family. These 3 guys in my life are not something I take for granted. But today I was reminded to NOT push through and rush this season. Reminded that I am going to miss this incredible stage when it's gone. And I was reminded that I really am living a fairy tale. Not because it's always easy, but just because it's so full. Entering parenthood didn't come as easy for us as it does for some. But we also didn't waste much time getting there. So I can't say that I struggled for years and years for this desire to come to fruition. But I remember that wilderness time vividly, though short compared to some, and extremely long compared to others. And can I say just how thankful I am for that wilderness! They are not always a delightful walk, but how they can change us . . .well, it's almost indescribable. How God drew me to him. How he taught me to trust. How he provided lessons in listening and obedience. And he called me to pray like never before. And how he sat with me through painful times while he could clearly see the hope in my future. And I was just asked to trust. This being the part I could not see:

Feeling a little sentimental today and extremely blessed. But the blessed part is not unusual for me.